Having potentially paranormal problems with my electronics

Hi.

Sorry, I've been kind of busy and out of it lately...things went back to normal so I kind of figured I'd stay away from this kind of site and see if it wasjust a fluke but...well, it came back.

I'll update with more detail soon but I gotta get to work now. sorry for the silence.

Yeah it was a really good idea to just turn you back on a obviously not properly done ritual ,right?

Now you have to check your entity again. These things like to... mutate when noch totally dispersed. Congrats ,Sane!

Yeah i know ,doubleposting! So what? Sue me!

<https://lookatthetime.rpg-board.net/t84-conceptual-corruption#652

Im sorry. I tried to ignore it. I went away for a few weeks and figured if i didn't pay attention to what was happening, it might not happen anymore. And since the ritual seemed to work the first time(I didn't have anything happen for several weeks afterwards) I figured I was safe.

but of course you were right, Shutter. Sorry I fucked up the ritual. Sorry I didn't think straight enough to stick with this site to see if there were further methods we could use to salvage my botched ritual. I was not, nor am I now, safe. And I'm just...kinda really scared and not sure what to do. so I'm back, which personlly I think is a really shitty thing to do, to shwo up only when I need help and disappear when Ive got my answers, but I'll try to contribute as much as I can from now on. I really don't want to leave any of you alone with what you're going through like I've been left alone with what I am going through. it sucks.

So now we get to the update proper. Basically, it came back. I did all the usual tests and got the same stuff I did last time, plus what looks like conceptual corruption in full force all over the house. Mirror Surveillance, Search Out...both of those got results that are strikingly similar to Conceptual Corruption in my apartment. I didnt just see portals when I tried them this time, I got lots of....what looks like mold, on the walls, but really advanced and unnatural, even for mold. Not only that, but the freaky as fudge messages have started popping up in places that aren't even electronic. A couple of paintings I have in the house turned into portals for whatever weird audiovisual fluff this entity wanted to show me, and I'm pretty sure my windosw are going to start doing it any day now, because the swirly portal things are open over at least two of them when I do Search Out and the like...

so I fucked up. Big time. And I feel like I might be going crazy. I was so...so scared...that maybe you guys were a part of it, and that you guys weren't even real...and that if I popped back up here again, I get sucked further down the rabbit hole of my own bloody brain...so thats why I disappeared for so long. that's the truth of the matter. I'm sorry.

any help would be greatly appreciated. The air in my apartment feels like something is coming. Like any day now, this is going to mutate further and become something stronger and more dangerous. Please help me...

Alright. First of all ,you are not going crazy. As far as i gather this you've done a lot of rituals within a short time ,which would leave everyone a bit off.
The things I want you to do now are these:
1. Take a deep breath and realise that you might be in danger and under influence of some Ritual effects ,not crazy! This is important. You will deal with this by logically thinking about your actions in order to do the right thing.
2. Leave your home and find someone to crash on his/her couch for one or two days. This thing is clearly build to be seen ,while seeing is a proven way for entities to get into our heads ,especially in a weakened state. So leave right away ,give yourself the time to recover and think through your next steps. Yourstuff will still be there when you return ,the most important think to salvage now is yourself.

I'll look into things to find out if there are any possibilities to help you. Maybe it is still just a ConCorr and we can clean it the usual way. Keep in mind that you are not alone and we've got your back ,yeah?

I agree with the others. This is a good time to step away and try to regroup. On the bright side, you do have a theme to your paranormal issues. Seems like it's something to do with pictures-electronics with screens, pictures on the wall, and even the windows-it's all centering around stuff that displays images.

I agree with the things above. If you do crash at a friend's place, make it a friend who lives far away. Not your neighbour. ConCorrs can get incredibly big.

I would also like to ask you questions about the place where you live. Do you own the place? Is it a house or a flat? How big is the place?
Because if leaving home actually works, then we need to think about what to do with your place.

In the end you can always try to have the place burnt down. 8/

Thank you, you guys. for the support and the advice. I'll talk to my friend, she doesn't live out of town but she doesnt live close by either, so hopefully that will be a change of pace enough to get my mind right again. on the other hand, if this isn't a Conceptual Corruption, could it be dangerous to move to her home? I don't want to risk bringing this thing with me when I go to see her, so maybe I should try some place else and hope for the best...

If it's a corruption it won't follow you. If it isn't, it might. So if you have alternatives to a friend's place, it's actually something to consider.

Right. Thanks for that advice. I'll look into places where I can crash for a week or two(or moe if need be) over the next few days and report back to you guys when I can...Idfk when that will be, just so you know, since I might not end up some place with internet