at my wit's end already

i was really desperate so i actually went and drove off to see my sister who lives in another town. but here i am. back at home. i'm seriously starting to lose faith in my mind. i avoided the number as best as i could, believe me. my sister left a dozen messages on my phone asking where i am. i can hardly wait for the full moon. maybe i can triangulae the position of that thing with the pendulum. and the sooner i do that the better

i am so sorry, i don't even notice when i type it, apparently.
anyway, i called my sister and she said that i told her that i was heading out with the car. after that i remember nothing, but i found some wrappings of food i don't remember eating, so apparently i ate? if i cooked i also cleaned the dishes very thoroughly and nothing else seemed out of place.
oh also let me tell you that last night i broke some more dishes as another test and surprisingly, they haven't restocked so far. there are still only 34

It seems obvious that this thing is messing with your mind if you allow me this rudeness. Maybe you cant find the vital clue because of this? You might have a kind of a 'blind spot' in your perception. Try to find a uncorrupted person which is willing to check your aparment and the surrounding once again ,yes?

i don't know about this. you think there's a place i can't see? then getting someone in here to look around is probably a good idea. but i'd have to do that cleverly. i can't just ask them to see if there's a place i can't see.

oh and by the way, the plates are back to the number.

I'm still thinking that you guys exaggerate a bit but if replacing the number becomes a popluar sport I can't just sit back and watch right?
Plus it is kind of nice to be the one swinging a red marker for a change!

Ummm on the part with getting someone else into your flat and examining it, you *could* pretend you wanna sell/rent it out and have some agent or your landlord/lady/person come over to examine things? If there's something really obvious you can't see then they'll probably point it out to you?? :0

You could also try taking pictures of your flat at odd angles or like upside down cos while your mind might filter out certain things, maybe you can trick its pattern recognition!! 83

Noah_ wrote:

Ummm on the part with getting someone else into your flat and examining it, you *could* pretend you wanna sell/rent it out and have some agent or your landlord/lady/person come over to examine things? If there's something really obvious you can't see then they'll probably point it out to you?? :0

You could also try taking pictures of your flat at odd angles or like upside down cos while your mind might filter out certain things, maybe you can trick its pattern recognition!! 38

that's actually really smart. i will get this scheme in motion asap. and i do have a camera, that i can use for this stuff.

by the way, i made one of those pendulum thingies and i suppose it works, because it does deem to indicate towards my house whenever i try it out (by which i mean the direction of my house is always the place where most of the droplets fall). problem is, while my hand does get numb everytime i use it inside my house, the blood goes absolutely everywhere. i think i'll stop using this thing for a few days, because i fell dizzy as all hell after all this research.

You feel dizzy but the drops still fall? o.o
Hrm thats interesting. Never had that actually...

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either that thing made you legit go into my quote and change my smiley or your computer's infected!